* Beeing * Psychonaze * Is * An * Art *

Mood: tired
Listening to: archive-coma

Iwake up this morning and i'm still ill...got to see the doctor...i'm fade up of doctors...can't support beeing in this room sitting on this ugly chair and standing until i hear my name...time of standing is like a lost of time for me...my mind is too precarious at these moments...
i know there is people on hospital who are gonna die...
but i don't know why each pain on my body makes me think i'm damned...
well in 10 minutes i call the doctor to know what i have to do now
i have to be optimistic !
yes we believe it !!!!!!!!